Wednesday, September 2, 2009

My lovely little secret...

Now that I have most of my friends complaining about my inactive blog, I have to admit… I have been busy with something that has taken me by complete awe…! Words can’t do justice to feelings and I have come to believe this all the more now…

There is a feeling of anxiety, elation, fulfillment, happiness, commotion, confusion, dreaminess… well… like I said words seem small, inappropriate perhaps… to describe how one feels when God creates your own replica right inside you… it’s simply miraculous॥!

So my friends, that’s what has kept me busy all this while and honestly, I am enjoying every bit of it! I am busy having dreamy days, sleepless nights, awful mornings and I love all the extra pampering and attention coming my way! I am guiltlessly gorging food, growing fatter by the day (wonder how chubbier I can get!), sleeping whenever I can (15 hrs can u imagine!!), enjoying being nudged (by the lil one) and of course reading all I can on how my lil one is growing bit by bit, hair by hair, every week॥!

I am rediscovering myself, noticing changes in my body, screening names for my baby, getting pampered by the new daddy cool (who speaks more to my tummy than to me!!) visiting baby shops, shopping for my plus sized clothes, figuring out my cravings and mood swings (not many॥ thank God!), singing and reading panchtantra stories to my big blossomed belly :)

It’s a different world and a different feeling...honestly… who cares for the blog when there’s so much happening that cannot be described, only simply felt :) I am in a new world and I guess this is just the beginning… :)

3 comments:

julie said...

congratulations Glo!!! This is a amazing feeling. I was totally awestruck, overwhelmed by he fact that we women have the power of nurturing a living being inside our own bodies. It felt miraculous. Congratulations once again and enjoy every bit of it..

Ria said...

beautiful piece Gloria.enjoy every bit of this miracle which God only exclusively lets women experience :) n yea dont stress too hard at work/home, keep smiling always, wade off all negative thoughts n eat to your hearts fill. hugs

Meenakshi A. Benjwal said...

Have a blast darling! Looking forward to see the little golmol :)and if you are sleeping so much..its a boy..:) love, Meenakshi